How Can I Forget Her When Im soo Much addicted To Her

To start things off, i admit that i was never good in a relationship, its like i dun know where im heading with it. Its like from the first semester of my university life that i met her in Islamic class. She was the one who stand out than the rest of the girl. Maybe because she was just to talkative and hyperactive...thats what create my attention soo much of her. Well at first i did't know her name and i was just like make a nickname for her by the name of 'Season'. but she never know anything bout that.
after a year of studying in Uniten now her real name stick on my noggin "Nik' and to make things more interesting we love in the same state , Kelantan. i try to woo her for like few times but nothing serius because i always call her by a teasing name " kid' ...soo much nickname huh and thats the funny part for me talking to her makes me smile all the time.
By the way , shes a brilliant girl who got scholarship just like me but even better. i dont think im too far off than her with my studies. i always like to observe her in class because the way she just mingle and make fun in class, thats make her acting soo childish for me and a love every one bit of it. it seems like she dont have any trouble at all in life.
I try to be more serious sometimes with my approach o confeesing my love for her. i thought that she would feel the same thing for me but that was never meant to be because the last message she sent to me was that she was never have feelings for me. Such a heartbreak
But as old saying goes never give up , i can still have a chance because i just need to step up my effort on her to make her like me.. Playing hard to get will make me even determined to stole her heart..Good luck for me. Vamos

my journey in taylors

it has been a one and a half year since i first step foot in college. It was a nerve wrecking moment for me to meet new people in a strange strange world. the way the student carry their life in college was pretty much different from what i have experienced in school. the attire, the society and the way we learn is totally different. it was a very very difficult year for me, really coz i couldn't keep up well with my studies. it seems i have lost everything with my classmates having good grade and not me. this is very much awkward as it seems everyone is moving forward except for me.its tough you know. but having to be in the class where most of the pupils are kelantanese which is my home state calms me and give me trill. i knew the lecturer pretty well and it is darn good because all of them are very nice. in 2008, i will declare myself as a senior. this year eveything matter the most and i have to catch up with my internal result. life is hARD and im start learning from my mistakes i guess.i work hard and presevere.the final exam on the way and i start to push myself. i dont the very best in the exam and hope for the best.currently waiting for the result and enjoying myself, its very good to release all the burden of studying YAHOOOO